urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi just remove this hateful tissue. apres_toi 2009-07-30T04:17:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi:21378 2009-07-30T04:17:05Z 2009-07-30T04:17:05Z Wasn't lemonade a childrens drink?<br />and now I'm drunk<br />hoping to be noticed by ones that don't notice<br />wishing I was with those that did<br />miles away and still miles from my heart<br />knowing my tenderness it won't be long<br />you will capture me in you pretty cage until you long to set me free<br />but it won't be for me <br />you will wish it would be<br />but it's for you again/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi:21177 2009-03-12T01:43:42Z 2009-03-12T01:43:42Z I never have time to blog anymore now with my child. He is my world and life is so much better now that he is here. The worries about my body have become not so important and I do not starve myself anymore. I also don't exercise either which isn't a good thing. I am pretty chubby now but much happier than before. Charlie and my spirituality are taking center stage in my life now and I'm so glad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi:20121 2007-07-21T03:21:27Z 2007-07-21T03:21:27Z sometimes I forget that you are the sun in my sky<br />sometimes I forget you were once my one true comfort<br />that you are the moon and the sprinkle of stars I wish upon<br />I let impatience get the best of me<br />my head blocks the hope that radiates from my heart<br />and though no one understands I have loved you through everything you have done<br />you will always be forgiven<br />like a child rebelling against their parents<br />denying the existence of&nbsp; the universe<br />I'll be there for you through it<br />you are my committment<br />even if I am not yours urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi:6420 2007-04-27T03:17:57Z 2007-04-27T03:19:00Z <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="hair man..."><img width="550" height="413" src="http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b121/cate_a_gogo/catamblue0.jpg" alt="" /><br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi:4690 2007-03-07T22:18:36Z 2007-03-07T22:18:36Z each line had your words<br />my words for you and if you heard it you would know<br />you were the reason for them ad you brought me this far<br />and the world is about money for you so I guess you should be happy<br />that you gave me the gift of a pay check and a few wonderful gifts<br />that isn't how I remember you though <br />I remember the part of you that is gentle looks and not enough words. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apres_toi:673 2007-01-06T01:54:49Z 2007-01-06T01:54:49Z New new new. Fresh.